Ahh! Hello again....
Apologies for taking so long to update this thing. Its been rather busy over christmas and new year. But yes, what on earth have I been up to....?

Well, we got a big surprise on christmas eve. Turns out Ryo and Hiroki had booked Ueda and I into a new (expensive) restaurant for a meal, all expense to them. The place was absolutely beautiful. Built on one of the highest floors of one of the new skyscrapers....we had a wonderful view of the city. And it was very, very, very posh. We must have been the youngest patrons in the whole place. And they had a pianist in the middle of the resturant too! Huge, grand piano....Ueda kept telling me how amaturish he sounded and that he could do a far better job. I am very sure he could...

They did have some Japanese food on the menu, but I was told flat out that I was *not* allowed to order that. Instead, Ueda ordered oysters to start and lobster as a main course. They were delicious and I am eternally thankful to him for not ordering some god awful french thing with a name I can't pronounce.....

Oh! And champagne... I've never really had much of a taste for it before, but its different when you're drinking with someone you adore I guess. Makes it more special.

We had a lovely time. Thank you Hiroki, thank you Ryo. It was a wonderful surprise and I'll never forget it. Thanks again.

I got to give Ueda my presents when I got home. I bought him parts for his car that hes been staring at lovingly for the past few months (including lights which....well...I wouldn't put them on a car, lets just say that ^^;) and a silver jewelry set. Necklace, bracelet and earrings. They're really delicate with a few crystals on them and they suit him much more than his old clunky stuff did, I think.

And Ueda bought me these gorgeous silver cufflinks aaaand.....a nintendo DS!!!!! Both of which I love. Thank you angel...

Then, christmas morning! I had to wake up at the crack of dawn to set my plan into action. I must have spent a good hour preparing beakfast for him, then delivered it to him in bed. I love seeing his face light up like that...

New years was just....too much hard work -_- I love doing the countdown and everything, but afterwards I was exhausted! But it was a lot of fun!

Ah! And then YaYaYah's first concert! You guys did an amazing job! I'm very glad we were there to see you. Ayukawa-kun - you made me a very proud big brother! Well, all of you made me proud really! We all really enjoyed ourselves. Expecially Kame! Hes been a bit down lately, but that concert seemed to make him perk up a little! I haven't seen him that enthused in a long while.

So, congratulations guys! Can't wait to see your spring concert!

Hello! I haven't been updating here lately thanks to school work and work-work, so, I'm sorry.

m(_ _)m ごまんみんなさん！

...yes, Maru has been teaching me how to draw little people and faces on this thing. So if they get annoying, you can blame him!

Um...lets see...what have I been doing lately?

Oh! Ueda bought and installed a hot tub in his apartment without telling me! That was a bit of a shock actually...but...very Ueda, ne?

We went out for a meal the other night, just the two of us. Lately we've spent too much time with the rest of KAT-TUN or too much time apart, and I promised to make more of an effort. It was nice just being with him. But I always feel so big and clumsy next to him! Hes so delicate and pretty, right? The way he walks, the way he eats...hes just...so...elegant I suppose. Moreso than most other people. Well....more than anybody I've ever known to be honest.

Ueda, I know sometimes I say things, and I get scared about...certain stuff thats happened in the past. But I want you to know just now, that I'm glad they happened. If they hadn't, we might not be together and just the thought of that...

Sorry! Sorry! Guess I'm in a bit of a sensitive mood?

Anyway, tomorrow I'm going shopping with Hikaru and Taiyo for christmas presents. Originally, it was just Taiyo and I, but Hikaru was going to be on his own, so we invited him too! So that should be interesting. Hikaru is lucky he doesn't have a girlfriend or boyfriend to buy for though! So much thought needs to go into these things...he said he was going to buy some mace for Kame though. Although whether its for or for use on Kame is another matter entirely....

Well, I had that English examination today. I think I did pretty well, all things considered (all things being that I cannot for the life of me speak English...) and I think I might have passed it. I hope so anyway...

Other than school work, I haven't done much. Got to have lunch on the roof today with Kazuyuki and Shuuto. Kazu ended up feeding me half of his lunch because according to him I'm "far too skinny and obviously not eating properly!" We were talking about how nice it would be to get away for a day or two over winter break and go to an onsen or something (with Kiyoto and Masato of course! Not intentionally forgetting you two....) So yes, I may get away after all for a little while.

Err....assuming thats ok with certain other people? If certain other people want me to spend the winter break with them, thats ok two. I'm sure the other four will manage without me!

(Oh and...um...Koki? Can you mend my school trousers for me? I was practicing some flips after lunch and I...fell and ripped a hole in the knee...and I can't sew. Please? If it isn't too much trouble that is! If you can't, thats ok, I understand! Just, if you get bored and have a spare five minutes....)

Hello everyone. Yes, I have finally been forced into getting one of these journals. Koki has shown me how I should set it up and how to post messages, but I am terrible with computers so please excuse me if I make any mistakes.

Anybody who is given this address will know how I am and probably won't need me to introduce myself, so I think I can forgo that. I'm not...sure what I'm meant to type in here right now, but I'm sure my posts will get a little more interesting as I get used to it! Maybe not quite as interesting as Uchi-kun's, but, well, he is a very interesting person.

I should probably go and study some more now. There is an English examination tomorrow which I refuse to fail. Again.